NO TIME~!

okay here are the stuffs i am supposed to do.

BS revision paper and hwk to be done by thursday.
get IMA done by this week.
FSP revising for the coming Monday is the test.
COS revising too because test is on the next Wednesday.

oh no... shakes head

anyway~ emilene went shopping with her lovely cousins ytd and bought a big bag! and a scarf (or wadever do you call that) that can be worn in 4 ways or more. and a t-shirt. and a bangle, and Her World magazine. so in total i spent about 70 bucks. =]

so we went to the restaurant whr my maternal grandma held her Birthday celebration and the cake was delicious. sharkfin, abalone, prawn and and and ORH NI!! which is yam paste. i felt abit guilty when i was munching the shark fin. but since its alrd cooked, not eating it would be a total waste and it cant be revived also. oh i feel guilty now again.

talking about cake and birthdays. friday wad steph's birthday. we have fruit cake. saturday was my brother's birthday and we had chocolate cake with frozen pizza and chicken soup and seaweed chicken for dinner. ytd was grandma's bday and i just listed out few of the food i ate. 3 days of heavy meal in a row. no good no good. lol

so, im gng off to study now. ohya.. i wanna look for a job. anyone got lobang? ~.~

2007 hrs

RRRRAAAAHHHHHHHH!!

i seriously need to come here and vent my anger. complain queen is now taking over emilene's body. if you dont wanna see my complains, i suggest you to not read this post.

my baby crashed and is now in the service centre. it has a high chance of losing its memory and i have no back ups. freaking troublesome. got to go all over the web to get back my photos, gotta ask friends to resend me the nice songs they've sent me b4. gotta re-dl the ppt slides of the modules.

and then now to the FP project. it is a total crap! do we have to work as an IT professional in the future since we've taken up this course? wad if i had my pathway planned for the future? huh? wad if i never had the intention of having IT as my future carrer?

and then to the stupid CATS project. wants us to make a video for yeos. if it wasnt for that, my baby would be fine! stupid thing. RAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

and then that stupid connie. stupid woman. dont uds how can she be a teacher. teaching in poly some more! only know how to scold students who stupidly let her scold. those who talk back to her, she will shut up. pity the students. come and disturb the 3 of us early in the morning. lao hu bu fa hui, dang wo shi bing mao! slap you until you die ah. pull ur curly hair until it looks as if u've rebonded ur hair then you knw.

and my tummy is so BIG. and i keep munching away when im doing project to keep myself awake and kill the boredom. RRRAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

and i want to go shopping because i haven go for dont know how long!! i want to buy a new bag, shoes, rubber bands, clothes, ALOT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

ok. almost done. feel a bit better. byebye.

2357 hrs

a fast one will do.

I'm being tagged by audrey to do these...qns when i am supposed to be revising my BS and rushing my FP project. I'm gonna get crazy at any pt of time so, shall allow myself to destress for a moment. So i'm suppose to pick 8 ppl to do these qns at the end of it. Okay.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Ans: What else can be done other than making him regret? :)

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Ans: Having my own concert around the world. I'm a singer.

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Ans: Beautiful Emilene; handsome husband; saying "I do", "I do", and more "I do"s from the bottom of our heart. With both of our parents feeling happy for us. With relatives and friends blessing us.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Ans: No. im looking forward to them.

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
Ans: The worm in my tummy.

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
Ans: Both ways. Being loved by someone whom u do not love ain't blessed. Loving someone but not being loved ain't blessed too.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Ans: I'll really love that someone only when that someone really loves me. I don't wait. Life goes on!

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Ans: Move one step back and observe.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Ans: Emilene gets rid of unhappy stuffs fast. Well, 99.9% of them.

#10. Is being tagged fun?
Ans: Not really. It just helps to destress.

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Ans: Getting interviewed by reporters on my route towards a big star :)

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Ans: Family, relatives, friends.

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Ans: She always complain that she is the poor girl who always get bullied. haha.

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
Ans: Rich and single.

#15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?
Ans: Daydream.

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Ans: Until now, I wonder too.

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Ans: Should the question be asking "If 2 people fell in love with you, who would you pick?" Ha! Emilene will nv fall in love with 2 guys simultaneously.

#18. What type of friends do you like?
Ans: Those who befriend me with a true pure heart and nth else.

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
Ans: Hypocrites, boot lickers.

#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?
Ans: Friendship.

Gabriel, Aslam, HouHao, ChenHaw, YongHao.
Too lazy to pick 8 ppl out. Seems like everyone had done this quiz before. So, forget it~ Back to BS and FP!

2217 hrs

Tatic.

i forgot for how long haven't i ate durians. yum yum.. haha.

1 reason why some aunties cn get super nice durians at cheaper price, is their daughter. lol.

mummy: how are u selling these durians?
seller: these protion, 1 for $5.
mummy: wa. so expensive ah.
seller: not ex lo. geylang selling $8 for 1kg and each durian will weigh at least 1.5kg.
mummy: ok la give me 2 then. if not for this princess here i wont buy also. she see the 1 for $2 one she dont like. she say she want these selling for $5 ones.
seller: (looking at me and i have no choice but to smile at him) ok la. i choose the best ones among all these for your princess k.
*cut n cut n cut until 2 durians*
seller: still want or not?
mummy: no la. $10 already leh. if not for princess i wouldnt even buy.
seller: ok la u buy 3 i sell u at cheaper price.
mummy: (cuts in) how cheap? $12?
seller: err.. ok la. if nice come back find me. must bring princess along too eh!
mummy: okok. thank you ah!

ok fine. lol. do not doubt ur thinking cos the princess my mum is saying, is me. so, yea. wadeva or howeva u puke, i don't care~ im happy enough as long as i have delicious durians to eat. :D its finger lickin good.

so i bought a new lingerie and water bottle today! another stuff to be canceled from my shopping list. =] the best thing, i am not the one to pay for them~ lalala!

and the thing i look forward to the most this week, GO BACK TO CAMPUS! oh my. i hate eLearning. im seriously gng crazy over eLearning. and projects which due dates are coming nearer.



2240 hrs

Just random :)

what do i feel about love?

no "expected" or "supposed to"

he/she is not expected to fall in love with you.
do not expect him/her to love you back as much or more.

there are sacrifices in love.
but do not expect sacrifices to be there all the time.
like ALWAYS giving in to you.

do not expect 1 small little action is suppose to carry on like it is supposed to.
like being the one who ALWAYS call you or text you at night or at the start of the day.

do not expect return even when you're sacrificing alot.

do not expect him/her to know you very well when you're keeping quiet all the time.

for all the reason behind these, love, is followed by your heart not your head.

2140 hrs

out of boredom.

i went dwn my blk to JOG 2 rounds alone. i really jogged k. stranger, u cn fly alrd. cos this is the day whr pigs can fly. lol. the highlighted in pink path. which starts infront of my blk, run along the pathway beside wlds pri, then the junction whr 962 and 912 part (in the direction whr they both set off frm wlds interchange to admiralty), then along the pathway to enterance of tekong. and then cut through tekong park to the front of my blk again.

mummy is nagging at me saying i shouldnt run cos of my back. so what should i do? sit and see the weighing scale's needle pointing at "to be continued" one day? ok fine. i knw mummy's just worried and caring. =] but i'll still run. no doubt.

OKAY now, i have tons n tons of movies i wanna watch. but cos of 2 points. cannot watch~
no time
save money

i wanna watch wanted, get smart, hancock, dont mess with the zohan, and coming hellboy2. and, the best thing, tickets price went up again. FINE THEN. i go get pirated vcds better. no choice. being forced. lalala~

i dont understand la. since we are encouraged to support err.. i forgot wad they call tt. the real thing la. why do they wanna up the price so much? priated is cheaper and their quality is getting better nowadays with better technologies, of course buy pirated la! think, if they are selling movie tickets at 4$ at normal timing, 7$ during weekends aft certain timing, more ppl would of course support the real stuff la! i typed more okay, not all. at least i will.

1 movie and tt lead actor is able to earn millions of US dollars. like.. wth? he need so much money for wad huh. and the money comes frm us, poor ppl. y cant the actor earn a lil lesser so that we can save up tt 1 or 2 bucks for his future movies?

of course his future movies do not only worth 1 or 2 bucks. wad i meant is, tt 1,2 bucks accumulate for a few times. wouldnt tt be easy for everyone?! grr.. nvm. its just my complains. thr wont be actions anws. stupid competetive society.

i wish humanity will be destroyed by the year i turn 50. lol. say im crazy.

oh yea, im glad that my piggy is on the state of reviving. LOL. im gonna help it revive, followed by getting fat. hopefully. ^_^

1847 hrs

e learning = no good.

i'll tell you why. it allows us, students, to think that we could get more sleep. therefore, we will go to bed like super late, ard 1 to 3am or maybe later than that. HOWEVER, we have to wake up early in the morning at like, wad, 9am? just for the sake of gng online to do the given qns. cheating our feelings; our beauty sleep. nono. MY beauty sleep. no good.

anws. im gonna get crazy. i lao sai-ed non stop for 1 night 1 day and not shed even half a kg? forget bout the KG. my tummy didnt even went dwn a lil. WTH!!! anws i did not purposely made myself lao sai k. i wouldnt go to tt extend. i wonder wad did i ate.

so i went to sch for CATS and S&W today. same thing, CATS is still as boring. but not as boring cos Patrica, our tutor, is entertaining. but because the whole class is quiet, it brings the lesson dwn dwn dwn.
i thought IS day is suppose to be a day whr students frm diff course/class interact with each other more? infact, we dont interact. lmao. okay not totally dont interact, but somewhat dont interact. shy ah everybody shy. crapppppppp. like how my mummy described me, cui tat gim ah! which is in hokien dialect saying, golds are stuffed in ur mouth. uds? no? your brain aint working then. haha.

oh then S&W. the exerciese we did today, will kill me seriously. made my back ache act up. and the best thing. i got my butt whipped when we're told to do the squats. im glad i followed my intuition to wear track pants today. poor jing fen got a red whip mark on her thigh and vanessa got whipped too on her back. lol.

tmr, will have to wake up at 9am again, for COS elearning. headache is on its way to emilene tan yi ni's head.

i want to eat dark chocolateSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! so random.

question.
what should emilene do to get her tummy flat without hurting her back?
answer.
running.

question.
who is willing to run with emilene if she doesnt wanna run alone?

2225 hrs

~.~

this month, within 2 weeks, i've eaten 2 times of fast food. oh no.. this isnt a good sign.

ytd's singtel outing wasnt fun at all. i kept yawning away.

so meanties took the first neoprints tgt since the day we knew each other! which was like.. april, may, june, july.. 3mths we've known each other. haha. one very big wish of mine, is tt we cn maintain our beautiful mean-ship for the next 2 yrs plus. =]

okay my back ache is coming back after all the sit ups n crunches n planks or wadeva. gotta stop all these and start running. but. very lazy lehhhhhhhh :( meanties.............................. hehehe.

okay. healthy emilene. :)........................................................................................):

5th July 2008, 1219hrs

Current mood: moody muddy muddy moody

emilene tan yi ni is seriously dying.

i got to study for tmr's test yet i've studied nth until now.
i want to munch on food cos i haven had my dinner yet i dont feel like eating.
i am sick yet i dont lose weight. im sayin this cos i ALWAYS lose weight whenever im sick.
i seriously dont expect much from my common tests and i've got Cs & B+s outta'em yet im still very unhappy about it.
i want to shop like crazy yet i've got no money!!!!
i want to allow myself to get fat yet my head says: NO!

i suddenly have the thinking of not studying anymore. yet, i know tt is not the way.

piano PIANO PIANO! emilene loves piano. =]

oh yea emilene is TANNED abit la.

okay. no more studying. sleeping time is more important. no good. i dont seem to be coping well with poly life. no good.

2100 hrs